im becoming more and more like him. started to ignore whatever people do to me. and i even raised my ego. what sorcery is this? or is it just a way of me growing up and being matured and stop being childish to go through life? is it?
too bad, it’s closed.
mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa di cintai
tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
dalam hidupmu, dalam hidupmu
telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku
ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja.
i still wish i had more time..
deep in my heart, i know Allah has prepare the best thing for me. all i have to do now is to prepare myself up. to be the best me. insyaAllah.
insecurity kills. overthinking kills too.
being paranoid..
after all these ive done, im scared of failing. im scared of falling. im scared that i hurt you again and again. im too scared of facing the aftermath soon. thinking bout those pressures me much. trying my best i could. but still, deep inside me, i feel like screaming. i cant take too much pressure. it gives me headaches. with headaches, all i can do is to have rest or in other word, sleep. but that will just bring me down.. haihh…
open up your heart for changes..
stop occupying my mind and stop stealing my heart away.
you’re the one that i think about most of the time right now.
sugus wrapper under microscope
I cant promise that i’ll be with you forever. but if thats my fate, it will be. Kun Fayakun. kita merancang. Allah yang tentukan. :)
little did i know that deep inside me, i was / i am hoping that you could be the one to lead me to Jannah. im not that perfect and that is why i need you to at least make me almost perfect. <3
reflection-come-art-class
the best reflection i supposed. haha. doing collage themed ‘relationship with nature’. truth is, we dont even know what we did. all we did was cut and pasting the pieces of newspaper. but oh well, still, it looks cute. aint it? oh thats Aslam. and on the paper, we did tree (on your left) and a river with a fish (on your right) and a boy holding heart at the middle of the canvas. :)
there you go. first experience as a real pharmacist. to calculate the accurate dosage. prepare the drug accordingly. and last but not least, to label it correctly. it feels awesome. though it feels like cooking. we made syrup (which is basically dissolving sugar in water) , crushing the tablet and last but not least, add the syrup to the fine-grinded drug. :D
there goes the rumours. haha. not that surprising. typical people nowaday’s mentality. somehow i have to admit, i do have the same way of thinking too. muahaha. oh well. nothing to say bout it. just nothing :)
